Monday, 13 February 2012

Day of sickness


I was really sick, in fact I have never been that sick in a very long time, I couldn't sleep the night, what I had was not a usual illness but it was weird as that night was.

All my body skin was paining, no one can touch me and neither do I, "skin glance swollen" that what doctors name it, I couldn't sit or sleep or stand, life was just hard to live, the worst part about this illness is more to psychological suffering, for example if you have a pain in your tummy, back, head, hand etc.. you will hold that part and it can make you feel a little better even if its not, but this; you can't hold anything and you cant touch anywhere of your body, and that is a real challenge :D

I was up most of the night, my temperature was very high though I was feeling really cold.. between the feeling of the cold penetrating to my bones and the pain there was a voice of someone that whenever I hear it I feel that am fine, and I feel that I should be fine to hear that voice again. what is that voice; more to that later.
I don't know how I made it through that night but it happen thanks Allah. 

Next day which was the 12/2/2012 the date looks nice right,,? well it doesn't to me, I thought in this day I'll be well or at least a little bit better, but it was another continuation of what the pain has left behind from yesterday ;)   always should say alhamdu le Allah Rab alalameen, as Allah said; in what it means "things that might happened to you, you might think of it as its bad for you, but IT IS better for you" only Allah knows.
the great part was, I got to know more on how does people around me are really caring and wonderful..!!

Normally if am that sick I'll go to see a doctor, but this time I didn't, I recently get to learn from a friend that diseases and illness can go by themselves if we just be patient and wait for a while.. I didn't believe on that for sure but I have my reasons to not go to doctor, first I wanted to experiences that, second I don't really believe on those doctors in the the place am in, third I didn't want anybody to touch me as its very painful if someone did.

What happen on that day stays on that day, but alhamdu le Allah am really fine now 2days after in the morning writing this, as I never thought I'll cure that fast alhamdu le Allah.

My crazy friend, I like your style it was really effective but thank you, no more :D
   

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